When you learn something

Selasa, 29 November 2011

Beberapa hari ini gw merenung, dan mencoba instrospeksi, apa yang salah dari diri gw.
Hasilnya gw tersadar, kalo selama ini gw males, pesimis, angkuh, sombong, sok tau, dan bodoh.
Banyak hal yang akhirnya membuat gw merasa tertampar belakangan ini. Gw malu sama diri gw sendiri, gw malu sama orang-orang yang ada di sekeliling gw.

Seharusnya gw bisa lebih rendah diri, dan lebih nerima kalo diri gw ini ga tau apa-apa. Terima kenyataan kalo gw memang belom jadi apa-apa selama ini. Banyak orang pintar di sekeliling gw, tapi mereka sedehana dalam berkata-kata dan bertindak. They look nothing, but they are amazing. Dan hal itulah yang bikin gw malu sendiri.

Sekarang ini gw sedang mencoba melawan ego yang selama ini jadi obstacle dalam hidup gw. Dan memang sangatlah tidak mudah buat gw. Tapi ini demi masa depan gw, demi harapan gw, demi cita-cita gw dan demi orangtua gw, jadi ga boleh lagi ada kata 'pasrah'. Boleh pasrah hanya jika semua usaha terbaik gw udah mentok.


PS :
Special thanks to my Dede..
Kamu sukses membuatku sadar dengan caramu. Mungkin kamu merasa ga melakukan apapun, tapi kamu sukses buat aku kagum sama cara berpikirmu.
Tetaplah menjadi tutor terbaikku..

When you ♥ someone

When you love someone, you don't care how ridiculously he looks, what clothes he is wearing, scars he got, or hairstyle he did. You just want to be with him. In the silence, sipping coffee while busy with your and his own gadget, or talking nonsense about anything that happened in your life. All of those things made you happy as long as you're with him..



Mistake

Kamis, 10 November 2011

It's my mistake, I dragged you into my life..
It's my mistake, I care to you and gave you hope..
It's my mistake, I let this feeling grew up..
It's my mistake, I can't step forward with you..
It's my mistake, I betrayed my own feeling..
It's my mistake, I hurted someone that I love..
The most amazing person I ever knew..
A person who always with me since 3 years ago..
A person who always caring me with his sincere love..
A person who always look after me wholeheartedly..
A person who will never betrayed me like I did..
And I will never make the same mistakes..
This is my promise, to someone who loves me and to someone who was hurted by me..
 

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